AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Just for the added effect i am screaming right now.
I don’t know what is wrong with my, why is it so freaking hard to loose weight I mean really this is F@#@ED up! I have been doing good, following a good diet between 1200-1300 calories for a few weeks now and I am STILL, I repeat STILL at 159. I swear to God this is awful. When doctors say crazy shit like the older you get the harder it is they are not kidding like the laws of physics say I should be down weight and yet once again. FUCK! still 159
What the hell what am I going to do just loose .25 of a pound a week this is totally messed up.
This week I jogged more than I ever have in my whole life. On Tuesday I did 20 minutes, Wed 25 minutes, Thurs 25 minutes this was straight jogging time. Each time I walked/jogged for a total of 35 minutes. I am going to try 20 minutes straight at least 4 days next week. D and I are planning a bike ride probably about 7-10 miles on Sunday so that makes me active at least 5 days a week.
I have to somehow find it in me to keep this up.
