Dual Posting
Today we have two subjects, both about weight! I will start of with the bad and then the good.
There has now been confirmation that I am not the only woman this happens to . . . my weight gets in the way of me getting off when having sex. There I said it out loud(kind of), and I think this is a two point thing. D and I have both put on 30lbs since we first started dating and I feel disgusting. When he’s eating me out all I can think of is him looking up at my belly and huge double chin! It’s so gross. The second part of this is when I ride him I used to be able to get off and with both of us having bellies I don’t think my clit is making the connection it needs to for me to get off. D was the first guy that I ever got off with and now because I’m a fat cow I can’t do it without aid, it freakin sucks!
The GOOD!
Last night I ran for 25 minutes continuously, yes it was only at 4.5 but it was something. I also walked for an additional 10 for a total of 35 minutes, tonight I am going to try to do it again. My goal is to do it every night this week and then add 5 minutes next week. I have to remind myself to take it slowly. Hopefully I will be getting off in no time at all!
