Fat and Normal

I have been doing really well on the South Beach Diet, I’m still on phase 1 until Saturday when I am going to have cheat chinese food and then on to phase 2.  I am officially down 45.2 lbs total since my pregnacny high of 218 which puts me at 172.8!

I know 172.8 wow that is a crazy number for me.  My before Christmas goal is 167.2 only 5.6lbs away.

So I keep going back and forth can I make it or can I not make it.  Who knows, I’m going to keep giving it my best and stick to the diet.  I don’t need to indulge in sweets and white flour and bread before the holidays.  I feel proud of myself for having such self control, when this is the time of year most people are packing on the pounds.

On a side note I had a good weekend, on Friday I didn’t do anything ordered salad to go from our local coney and we went to bed early.  D is not feeling good again.  It seems as if we have the never ending cold happening around here.

Saturday I went shopping with my mom, I got new running shoes and I bought her a new running outfit and she bought me a new running outfit.  I also got some my grandma done and my sister in law and started on my other sister in law and cousin.  I spent way to much money.  It will be ok I’m going to pay off my credit card with my holiday money I get this year.

Sunday I left and went to my parents house so they could hang out with Xander and I could work from their house and D could get some homework done.  He has a big final paper that is soon to be due.

The only problem with SBD is that I have to shop a lot because you just eat a lot of fresh food.  So I am back to the store hopefully tonight to pick up some celery and veggies.